Most heart wrenching thing I ever heard.

My grandpa just gave the most heart wrenching speech. He said "Thank you guys for coming.........I wish you all the world, ..........I love you all very much,............. hopefully I see you in the morning" .  Dam. That nearly killed me. No words could possibly describe how his words will be engraved into my brain.. it was like we were in a movie or something. It was insane. Your so strong grandpa hang in there!

Snatching 95kg over 200lbs!!!

Here is one of the action shots of one of the comps i was in. I love it! It's all of my months of training broken down into one simple picture. This is why i love this sport. Raw power, explosiveness, and determination all in one picture. :D

I wrote this Before i knew my grandpa passed away.

I am standing alone in the dark, 

searching and thinking how to start,

should I cry with all the rest,

or should I keep it in and build the stress?

Stress that will haunt me till the end of time?

because i couldnt help him or give him time.

because he is slowly passing away,

and i truly wish i can give him a day,

i love him like any kid should,

I should be by his side i truly should,  

But i can’t and i dont know why, 

But when i see him i will cry,

cry because i am mad,

because one day that will be my dad, 

but that is dar away from now, 

but i have to know and find out how, 

how to deal with the suffering and pain,

and guide my family through the rain, 

through the rain and into the light, 

because our futures are still very bright, 

it is hard but we will get threw it, 

death comes we already knew it, 

we knew it was gonna come but not so fast,

so let’s be there for him till the last, 

R.I.P Grandpa We miss you. 

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Christmas Spirit?

I don't really believe in the Christmas Spirit what i do believe in is being in the Christmas mood. Where your happy for no reason. Where you just smile all day and don't know why. Where you all of a sudden are in  a better mood when your stuck in traffic... ok maybe that is just me but you know what i mean.

I take this month to be thankful and just spend time with my family and relax. Cause if your a college student and have a part time or full time job we all LOVE to relax. So take this time and not be productive at all! You deserve it! :D